Akap Posted at 11:13 AM Nagtatanong bakit mahirap sumabay sa agos ng iyong mundo. Nagtataka simple lang naman sana ang buhay kung ika'y matino. Sabihin sa akin lahat ng lihim mo iingatan ko Ibaling sa akin ang problema mo kakayanin ko Pikit mata kong iaalay ang buwan at araw pati pa sapatos kong suot. Nagtatanong simple lang naman sana ang buhay kung ika'y lumayo. Sasamahan ka sa tamis Sasamahan ka sa dilim Sasamahan ka hanggang langit Sasamahan ka sa tamis Sasamahan ka sa pait Sasamahan ka sa dilim Sasamahan ka hanggang langit Sasamahan ka... akap by imago...nice song, nice sound |
April 6, 2005
new here..again... Posted at 05:27 PM hahaha...now i like to write again... im new here...once again...so welcome me.... |
February 12, 2005
comfort room memories Posted at 02:46 AM I was so happy... so excited getting home this evening... I went to the comfort room to have a quick bath... But something on my mind slowly revealed the past that renewed with the ambience surrounding me. The past... the nightmare I was talking about... I dropped the bucket of water I was holding. The splash of cold water crawled on my feet... I sat upon the floor, my naked body shivering from the coldness... of both water and memories. What if the place around you made you think to take your own life... a fool's thought that is... Yeah, I could say that I am really a fool... But you would never understand the pain, the extreme pain that made you think that the world crumbled upon you. The bathroom witnessed my pain, my tears... and even my falling heart. I remembered that day, I decided to go out... to borrow a knife, or anything even a scissor to stop the pain once and for all. But a little in my brain save me. You could laugh, but this is the truth. Something on my mind stopped me. I thought..."Nakakahiya naman kung dito pa. Hindi ko bahay ito. Saka na lang siguro." I just cried and cried... and let the bathroom alone shared those tears.  |
January 31, 2005
new life does not also mean new love Posted at 03:04 AM I'm having a new life...and it is after that blow that nearly devastated my world... But still there was hope...and the will to move on. Love can be so powerful. It can control everything, even your whole life. But love can also betray you...because sometimes it is a mask for lies, deceit, and evil. It brought me falls hope... But wonderful new things could sprang up...Like a phoenix being born again From a withering one...a new blossom entangled my hopeless heart. New life does not always mean new love.  |
January 17, 2005
What if...??? Posted at 02:18 AM What if I'm gone? What if I'm not here typing this journal? What if I'm not breathing right now? What if I'm under the cold rocks, 6 feet under? What if I couldn't hear you? What if I'm a restless soul? What if I'm telling you to shut up and just listen? What if I'm too tired? What if I'm bragging everything? What if there was no more lies? What if the world didn't change? What if the world changed? What if I didn't win a lottery at all? What if I'm not really lucky? What if there's no more pain? What if I didn't feel the pain? What if it was painless? What if I'm not who you think I am? What if I'm someone else? What if I'm everybody else? What if I do not know love... What the fuck...shut up! Maybe its too much alcohol and smoke for me these past days. Or maybe the world is just a fucked-up place.  Lithium |
